The Beast inside

Pain tears at my heart,
Wit sharp teeth and claws.
It exposes all my flaws.
It jus tears me apart.

This pain’s a creature,
Weighing heavily on my soul.
I thought I was the one in control.
Like a movie, pain’s the feature.

I can’t look at couples without cringin.
I look away, seethin inside.
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide.
Jealousy and hatred waxes hot; my insides are singein.

I need release from this pain.
If only someone could love me.
Take my pain away, set me free.
So I won’t be in this rain.

Free me from this beast.
Take this load of hate away,
With everything you do and say.
Give me some kind of release.